All mixed up!

Hello reader's! Well another day has passed and I don't really in the mood right now but well at least I must get to manage a post for today. Well our lecturer Ms Nelly George asked all of us about the activity for our trip again in Kundasang ( hope you guys can still remember my previous blog post on ' K stand for Kundasang'.

I don't know but someone has recommended an activity in which I think was really stupid! Playing Assasination-wannabe really inviting a trouble in the middle of the night. Am I being really 'threatening behavior' for my classmate? Well getting there soon 'cause I really can't stand each one of them actually especially the person I hate most( I've told her name on my previous blog!)

As we all discussing about the activity, I'm actually concerned about the safety of the our class. FYI the Rina D'villa Lodge was actually located in the middle of the forest 500m away from Kinabalu Park! Sorry mother earth, not that I don't like nature but sometimes surrounded with more green would make me creepy a bit.

Okay back to topic, I just pray that we'll having a good time before we saying goodbye to each other. I'm really going miss them though, eventhough they sometimes are getting on my nerve.=) Anyway, we're just solved some question of Basic research Methodology, not bad at all! Mr Defiry gave us a chance to discuss with each other. Love the eay he teach, fatherly-like lecturer. Hey, my parents has already divorced and I'm living with my mom, sometimes I really wonder what are the feeling of having a father. My very own father has been away from us since me and sister Sarara were very little.

And not to forget that I had the time to visit my friend in computer lab. Ms Rozie as she was really good person. Chatting with her for a while makes me forget about stress landing on my head this morning. But poor her as her busy life was really intense too! Entering Japanese class always makes me feel happy as each day we always learn new vocabularies and such. Looking at some of my friend pronountiation of the Japanese word
really makes me giggle a bit( Japanese is my 'food')
God, like always, family problem! I just found out that my stupid aunt just got fired from her soon-to-be-permanent job. I was like ' hell yeah, serve her right' but somewhere inside of me just feel really sympathy with her.


Ha~ this are 101 about that my aunt:
- she's very lazy kind of person
- she doesn't like us that much
- the only thing in the world she care is her stupid appearance (selfish)
- she 's in her 40's and don't even know how to cook
- 4 years ago, she angrily saying me and sister Sarara will become a fail person ( guest who the FAILURE NOW?)
- Hypocrite, nasty, dirty, not independent, etc,etc
- Typically she not what you think what a normal aunty does, she's a bitch!!( A ~ that's better)

Hey, evethough I'm maybe a threathening type but I not that bad ( really? ...Hmmm)
Some days it was hard though

Family always important ~~

Hi everyone, feeling great? Hmm...I thought so.
Well just now when I checked my Facebook page, one of my best send me a link which story about family and I thought I would like to share it with you ( I don't know whether you've been heard about this story before.....). I know, I know it's not really the time to discuss about it in here but hey, family's important I tell you people...


Okay, here's the story.....

Bob Richards, the former pole-vault champion, shares a moving story about a skinny young boy who loved football with all his heart. Practice after practice, he eagerly gave everything he had. But being half the size of the other boys, he got absolutely nowhere.


At all the games, this hopeful athlete sat on the bench and hardly ever played. This teenager lived alone with his father, and the two of them had a very special relationship.

Even though the son was always on the bench, his father was always in the stands cheering. He never missed a game. This young man was still the smallest of the class when he entered high school. But his father continued to encourage him but also made it very clear that he did not have to play football if he didn't want to.


But the young man loved football and decided to hang in there. He was determined to try his best at every practice, and perhaps he'd get to play when he became a senior.

All through high school he never missed neither a practice nor a game but remained a bench-warmer all four years. His faithful father was always in the stands, always with words of encouragement for him.

When the young man went to college, he decided to try out for the football team as a "walk-on." Everyone was sure he could never make the cut, but he did.

The coach admitted that he kept him on the roster because he always puts his heart and soul to every practice, and at the same time, provided the other members with the spirit and hustle they badly needed.

The news that he had survived the cut thrilled him so much that he rushed to the nearest phone and called his father. His father shared his excitement and was sent season tickets for all the college games. This persistent young athlete never missed practice during his four years at college, but he never got to play in a game.


It was the end of his senior football season, and as he trotted onto the practice field shortly before the big playoff game, the coach met him with a telegram. The young man read the telegram and he became deathly silent.


Swallowing hard, he mumbled to the coach, "My father died this morning. Is it all right if I miss practice today?" The coach put his arm gently around his shoulder and said, "Take the rest of the week off, son. And don't even plan to come back to the game on Saturday."

Saturday arrived, and the game was not going well. In the third quarter, when the team was ten points behind, a silent young man quietly slipped into the empty locker room and put on his football gear. As he ran onto the sidelines, the coach and his players were astounded to see their faithful teammate back so soon. "Coach, please let me play.

I've just got to play today," said the young man. The coach pretended not to hear him. There was no way he wanted is worst player in this close playoff game.

But the young man persisted, and finally feeling sorry for the kid, the coach gave in. "All right," he said. "You can go in." Before long, the coach, the players and everyone in the stands could not believe their eyes.



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You there? Okay.

This little unknown, who had never played before was doing everything right. The opposing team could not stop him. He ran, he passed, blocked, and tackled like a star.

His team began to triumph. The score was soon tied. In the closing seconds of the game, this kid intercepted a pass and ran all the way for the winning touchdown. The fans broke loose. His teammates hoisted him onto their shoulders. Such cheering you never heard.


Finally, after the stands had emptied and the team had showered and left the locker room, the coach noticed that this young man was sitting quietly in the corner all alone. The coach came to him and said, "Kid, I can't believe it. You were fantastic! Tell me what got into you? How did you do it?"

He looked at the coach, with tears in his eyes, and said, "Well, you knew my dad died, but did you know that my dad was blind?" The young man swallowed hard and forced a smile, "Dad came to all my games, but today was the first time he could see me play, and I wanted to show him I could do it!"

Here's the quote about the story
Any man can be a father. It takes someone special to be a dad... And his guiding hands on our shoulders will remain with us forever.

Ah ~~ Thats really moved me into tears.....

Oh well, I guest somebody might moved to tears already huh? That's okay, just pretend that there's dust in your eyes but if I were you I might turn into this hehehehehe God blessed us all anyway...

Okay mum...

Yesterday, my mother told us that want to do some last shopping for this coming Eids so she want us twins to follow her. Well I think this was a great idea where we can some times with our mother after a while not speding time together. As mother and daughter activity or so...so here we are dressing smartly then went to the shopping mall located in Kota Kinabalu. We was looking for new clothes to wear then suddenly mum told us that her friends were also at the mall. Me and my sister don't know whats actually going on but something smell fishy at that time. Then when two guys approach and greet us, I was shock that actually the 'S.S' guys ( that what me and my sister called them....SHHH) was friend of mum.


Then I thought for a while " wasn't this 'time-spending-moment are just for mother and daughter ONLY??" mum told us that she had invited her friends too, " What a good ways to spend time with someone you closed to, right my dear?" thats what she said. ...ngeh!!

So we look around and I didn't say a word to S.S guys, I know that their are being friendly with us twins but....( Sigh)




As far as I know about the two S.S guy were both from the peninsular Malaysia, and both working same field with my mother which was in Tourism line...Well my mother are kind of like not think negatively about the people , talk about 'Don't judge a book by its covers' phrase...when S.S guys invite us to watch movies (Two movies a day!!), I told my mum that not a good idea because for this coming eids, we got a lot work to do...but my saw my mum faces, a guilty feeling like does she had to cancel her date with her friends or postponed the shopping trip for eids....Well as a daughter, I was like " its o.k mum, you go ahead and enjoy"...but she insist she want us to join in...so there we go watch movies on sunday afternoon with the S.S guys.




Then after the 1st movie, we went for a walk in the Shopping mall as its raining cats and dogs outside we went to 'Daiso' on the fourth floor, my favourite place...hehehe well it comes the 2nd after Korean Ace market. the S.S guys had to go somewhere else but they they said they'll meet us at 5.30pm. Mum and my sister show all the japanese material and things such as tupperware called 'Bento' I thought its really nice to have of those in our kitchen. I'm actually want to buy some ice - cream but turned out that the store had keep us waiting for so long and I give up the cue. ( I was really piss...). As we sister walk with my mum, I suddenly realize that its been awhile our haven't do family gathering. Well as a college student, I was fixed with my buzy schedule and the only thing I could focus on are my goals and study. I don't remember the last time me and my mother had a girls conversation....=(

I guest I've forgot about what its like to spend time with our mother, mums too always buzy with her work and she doesn't even have time for herself...a single working mother always buzy I guest. Sometime I pity her




5.30pm, we met the S.S guys and find some fancy Indian restaurant to get ready for breaking our 'fast', as the 'Azan' finally heard, my mother and my sister quickly recite the prayer and so does the S.S guys. Dinner time was funny because the 1st movies we watch involved some cutting of humans ( I forgot whats the title of the movies but I'm sure actor Jde Law was in that movie)....the Indian restaurant was the 1st Indian restaurant Ive ever been to, so all of us don't know what to order....luckyly there's menus on top of the site wall and I can order want I want list on the menus. Well I just ordered fried rice with chicken but the other fried noodle with meat with chicken, I don't eat noodles in Indian restaurant. I only eat noodles in chinese restaurant....sorry mum, I'm kind of picky about food too!!


Next we went for the next movies, Which I hated it so much. The movies was callled 'Piranha'. So gross that I had to take my sister with to the toilet and left my mum with her friends. Honestly speaking, I don't like watching movies that has horor and violence element in it......Okay the movie over around 10 o'clock. Great!!

Great day though, well although I don't really like the S.S guys, well they manage makes my mum laugh which makes me smile saw her smiling again....